when

thought in my head about living

 when i was younger did i make the right choice
 to live with the person who hurts me the most
 not knowing what i should do i went to the one that
i thought i knew . who I thought loved me  but feels me with
pain. wondering if i chose the right life to live.
 cause it seems like they don't want me. If the person didn't want me why make me chose
why make me think i wouldn't have the blues. it's so hard to  talk to the on that i live with
why did i chose you why didn't you quite and give me away.
when i was younger I wish i would have know what i know now
 i asked the question and no one answer  whats  wrong with me
 and why am i here i wish i knew.does the other person i  wished  i lived with still    love
 when i was younger  i wish i knew. what would there life been if i died  i was really sick  why did i survive .
when i was younger did i chose the right life. if i was the other  person how would my life be
i can tell them more then i would tell the person i live with.
and i still never got  my answer is there some thing wrong with me!