I'm Sorry.

an angsty piece but they always turn out to be the best ones

I'm sorry. I'm sorry about everything. I'm sorry because I never know how to explain my thoughts and feelings without embarrassing myself. I'm sorry because of my sister and mom who don't even want to believe you're real. I'm sorry how my actions and gestures don't match my feelings and how I don't open up much. I'm sorry how I can't be the normal girl who you can date and love. I'm sorry how I make you feel everyday and how I take up your mind constantly. I'm a weed to your thoughts in disguise of a flower. I'm poisoning your heart and you can't see me do it. I'm sorry that I'm leaving you and how I didn't tell you earlier. I'm sorry because I love you and you love me. I've locked you up and I never realized that. I'm sorry about how I say i'm sorry everyday but never fix myself. I'm sorry about me. I'm sorry about my face and my messed up words. I'm sorry about everything to do with me. If I could go back and write me off your story I would. Just so I can love you from afar and you won't be locked up with me. I'm sorry if this seems like I'm breaking up with you, like I said I'm bad with words. I love you and I'll always want you in my life. I'm just sorry that it has to be me.

Reviews

[wordsofheart]

Wow.That was amazing. Every line had a gravity of it's own and very relatable.Sad but a great work!Keep it up!

[Rasha Lama]

it means a lot thank youuu xx

[wordsofheart]

My pleasure :)

[Salman Y.]

This is amazing. I feel like you really spill yourself onto the page (or keyboard in this case). You manage to focus on an idea and present it with full force and emotion. Sooooo goood. :D

[Rasha Lama]

yea in this one i kinda just broke open, thanks so muchh xx