Heavy Breathing

A Poem by Rapterj

The worst feeling ever...

I'm only standing -
To keep on breathing...

I'm only breathing -
To see your face...

I wish that I could -
Replace those feelings...

I wish that I could -
Restart the race...

...

First you would define
The fairness that I crave
Then you would describe
Political satire

First you would pretend
The goodness I believe
Then you'd shake the ground
Filthy liar

In it all

What we have done

From it all

I'm so undone...

Just push me once - I'm on the bed
Just push me twice - in the head
Rush Rush
Feel it....
HEAVY BREATH!

I'M ONLY MOVING
TO KEEP ON BREATHING

I'M ONLY BREATHING
TO SEE YOUR FACE

I WISH THAT I COULD
GET PAST THESE FEELINGS

I WISH THAT I COULD
Forget your face...

...

Its such a challenge
Like a peaceful country
To live this balance
And keep the peace

In love with so much
Like a heavy rhythm
But like a rhythm
It has to cease

From my wounds

I bare these scars

Its my excuse

But I'm just so far

On top of me now - like you said
She'll find us both now - in my head
Rush rush
We Feel it...
She can Hear it...

HEAVY BREATH!

I'M ONLY STOPPING
TO KEEP ON BREATHING

I'M ONLY BREATHING
TO SEE YOUR FACE

I WISH THAT I COULD
FORGET WHO I AM

I KEEP ON LIVING
IN DISGRACE

I'm ONLY
SCREAMING

TO KEEP FROM BREATHING!

I NEVER WANT TO
SEE YOUR FACE

I'M ONLY
SHOUTING

TO KEEP YOU DREAMING!

YOUR BETTER THAN ME
ANYWAYS!

I'M ONLY!

I'M ONLY!

I'M ONLY!

STOP ME!

HEAVY BREATHING!

RUSH RUSH!

I SEE YOUR FACE!

HEAVY BREATHING!

I SEE HER FACE!

HEAVY

HEAVY...

Such heavy breathing...
I'm a disgrace...