broken promises

a story about forbidden love

It was my first job ever, how lucky can i get more? I am 21 and i am about to start working in a multinational company with a salary I could have never dreamed about...
I saw you there, seems like it's your first month here...you gave me that look...I didn't know what was it exactly...but it caught my eyes...something about you took my breath away...
but hey wake up...you're here to work not to fall for anyone!!
Days passed by, and we're still parted colleagues, somehow your cold non caring attitude leaves me questioning...is this really you or a mask? I wanted to know you more but sometimes your rude reckless reactions pushed me away...ok then go to hell!
I was sitting in my office, minding my own business, watching a movie- working hard ain't I???? suddenly you opened the door, came in and removed my laptop cable, took my mouse and gave me a wink...then you left the office...what does it mean that wink? are you being silly or what? Oh you're coming back again..
-"hey...I'm traveling for a month..." He said
-"You are??? where are you going" I said
-"I will tell you when I get there, add me on yahoo" He said   
We started talking...we were 2000 miles away, more than 8 hours time difference, but i was the only one you were talking to...and with Just a message from you and i would run to my laptop and stay up till dawn...you wanted to come home so badly...
-"I have been hearing this song about going home for 2385 times now" he said
-"I'll tell you what, for everyday you stay there, I would bring you a chocolate" I said
-"I found a nickname for you...white angle" He said
My heartbeat went so fast, I felt that something could really be going on? but no, i was just hurt, what if he is playing? what if he's fooling me...i have to keep my guards on...
Two weeks later, at work
-"welcome back...here is your chocolate" i said
-"oh my god; that's like 75 bars of chocolate!!" he said happily
-"see i keep my promises, i like that song you're playing...still loving you by scorpions" I said
" it is the greatest song at all time" we said together
-"I want to tell you something. i think you're so cute, you're like this strawberry that i want to eat...like a sweet sweet chocolate..." He said
-"well thanks for this lovely complement, soon you will become a poetic...so about that sheet requested from you..." I said
I couldnt just go deeper, i felt something stopping me, he was about to say something, but somehow i wanted to block him, a voice inside told me to hold him back...