In the begingin

Sitting here holdin it all in

Tears roll from my eyes..i dont even realise….

Hate being a teenager with all the ups and downs

One minute am happy the next its all fists and frowns.

Emotions grab you at the slightest of things..

Then down comes your world…around it spins..

pitter patter of tears on my desk they pound.

Into my pillow my face is ever bound.

F**k the world, people too…

All i got is my velvet soft bed and of course you to..

I hate it I hate it I hate….

Smashing down on the keyboard…dnt care about a mistake..

I wish,from a shelf my life i could take..

Then put it back  when i reach adulthood..

No ups and downs or fist which pound…

But alas i cannot..so more i must endure

Whether i can handle it am truely not sure………..