remorse, regret never shall i forget

i lie here every night thinking why i never tried to fight

now i look inside and see and feel the wound of pains sharp knife. 

i know its too late to make amends, i must leave fate to fate. 

i am just left, bloody and bruised, in an awful state.

i want you to see feel and know that i am sorry thru and thru.

and untill the day that i am blind, paralysed and senile too 

i will always love you. 

what i have done there is no return, a mistake, i never learn.

i am sorry but thats not enough, no more chances, aint no bluff. 

all i can do is word this s**t, to make you understand real quick,

that you were the one but through my hands i let you slip.

#love you #i am sorry #realisation #lesson #battered