A moments elipsis

pain beyond control so strong,

because of something in my hed gone wrong.

listen to when i say, that i fucked up, its not you believe me.

i dont kno wht to do, now its fucked up, i need you i am so needy.

feel free to hate me, spite me, hit me its so easy.

i wont mind its my fault it truely is it makes me queasy.

thinking how i hurt you fills me up with so much hate,

hate toward myself becasue its me who put yu in tht state.

i stilll wanna hold you, fall asleep wrapped as one.

give you all the pleasures i can provide with or without my tongue. 

coz i cant be away from you, its too much i am coming undone. 

But being separate is good giving us some time apart. 

But forever you’ll have a place any time anywhere deep within my heart