Laying on a flower bed, wanting to be beneath instead

Just breath, i hear them saying as I sleep,

behind closed eyes forever i weep.

Is it that hard to say that no matter what, I will die today.

I feel deaths grasp running, along my body it’ll tred.

But go go, infest someone else instead.

I hear sobs and feel wet on my cheek, i hear her beg.

but its too late i am on my last leg.

A cold like never before seeping thru my bones, i am not in synk.

Dont cry i will be gone in a wink wink.

Baby girl i love you like never before but today  my knocks will be answered as i stand outside heavens door….