trusthurting

Its hard to love but trusting is harder.

Pulling my hair out, to my chest…avada kadarva

I am expected to be cool, giving unconditional trust and faith

but how, its gone wrong before, so much hurt, based on a mistake.

The silence kills me, my hearts with you but my minds just not.

Batured and bruised inside but happy cherry face, the truth hard to spot.

Head thrumming ideas shot out from my mind killing, blow by blow.

My head just hates me breaking me down like lego.

I am being silly let me just give you my complete…everything.

and assume you can keep me, and not have your heart wondering

I am inperfect and hardly good enough, but stick around, i know i can be horribly tough.

I love you so much i hope thats good enough……….lo