Defeat

I gulped the impassable
& consent the defeat.
Defeat i am fine with
& defeat i never wanted
Death of the conscience,
& conquest of darkness in me.
So if you try to colour,
Which corner will it be ?
Lit it all,
Nothing lighten up you will find.
Bring in the colours,
Colours become pale.
Looke here!it's true,
If you believe,"i am prism".
But 'you' in 'me' don't fit anymore.

You say,"Don't recollect the past,
Mould a new image of you.
Flare up ,if you must
But calm it when you are done.
Idiocy is this ignorance
C'mon don't delay joy.
I am guilty and sorry
Now i reconcile,let us?"
Phew!put on airs how far you go
Or even if you are real.
Listen!i tell you what;
"Remedy is waste once you strangle".
Or would you say."when i killed"?
Would you deny like before..?
Would you extenuate it..?

Rough mannered or humble,
Idiot or distressed,
Pretending or offended,
This, that & whatever
Or on probation if i am,
I am reckless,let go your grip.
Take your way & never look back.
You say no one else can please me
& Put a smile on my lips.
Listen to my unusual strories,
And laugh like a kid..
Straight!not even you can.
None i believe but God.
Slave of my shadow am i,
& i am going where it takes.

Okay!Hurricane is hidden in me,
I hush it up but not within.
Yup alone i walk and alone i feel
I am a moon among the stars.
I put on ear phone to mute around
I find a place none sees me dying.
I cry at nights and smile in lights
I am restless & i don't dream.
I lost you in me,I lost it all.
Even that i m in deserts with none.
But Now u came to save what??
Tell me why you didn't know,
Your gambling is death of me..?

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

I liked the poem a lot.
"Okay!Hurricane is hidden in me,
I hush it up but not within. "
So many statements stood out. The above lines were my favorite. Good to have a hurricane inside. Thank you for sharing the excellent poetry.
Coyote

[Sadashivan Nair]

A good piece, only need to do is read it, read it, it's so deep

[Rifatt Mir]

Thanks Sadashivan

[Laura Lynn]

I like this poem though I do not know all of what it is about or at, it is full of a deep emotion and distilled image