Loves blinding lie

Love requited requires a joining of similar emotions,when the balance is off you have false hope or an opportunity to utterly ruin someones heart. In this sense he&I are ruined for one another.

Vision induces my hatred.

a window to my soul 

clouds w/ grey,

thoughts of you on the horizon.

My sky roils w/ emotion

a symphony of melancholy disputes.

You're like acid across my heart

and I burn w/ my own feelings.

I hate this in me,

I hate you in my heart..

I still love you,

I hate my weakness.

How can such open views pull wool over my heart's eyes?

How can love be so ignorant to ignore abuse,

How can i get rid of this?

Cut out this heart

stitch my eyes

hide from life

I am no coward!

The bitterness of this should fuel the fire

in its stead i walk on burning embers.

Let my spirit be ashes;

rise and rise again.

Free and floating

see the world with new eyes.

Feel something besides the hate&cold dead reality. 

Find love,live life,fly away

Author's Note

Im a bitter jilted ex in this moment.Maybe in 5 minutes i'll be something else