DepresionA Story by rachylouAbout a girl who had lost her family and has never been the same since.As I look back on my life I am full of regret. What I should Have done what I shouldn’t have done. I guess you just have to let it go and move on with your life. Except I cant, too much has happened. I look at my clock, 2am. I groan, I have had trouble sleeping since the accident and the sleep I do get is disturbed by a reoccurring nightmare. I have bags under my eyes and I am white as a sheet, I don’t eat and I don’t talk to anyone except for the necessary. A few years ago the fire that took my mum’s and my little sister’s, who was only two, life happened. It was a normal night and I and my sister were in bed. My mum was making a meal for her and my dad because he was coming back from a business trip that day. She sat down waiting for the chicken to cook and she fell asleep. The fire first caught the curtains then set the whole room on fire slowly spreading through the house trapping my mum in the kitchen. I heard the fire roaring and woke up I ran out of the house without a thought to any of my family. When I got outside I realised that they were still inside but the fire had blocked both the exits. I stood there helpless and listened to their screams. I may not have been able to save my mother but I could have saved my sister, every day this thought haunts me. I lie in bed going over and over this in my head for hours, until my dad comes to wake me up. After school I go to see my psychiatrist (this is a new idea my dad though up to try and stop me from being so miserable), she questions me and I reply with one word answers. My dad has had to scrape the 100 pounds a month it costs and it is a waste, I have been going for 3 months now and I have shown no sign of improvement at all. Afterwards my dad picks me up. © 2012 rachylou |
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4 Reviews Added on April 21, 2012 Last Updated on April 21, 2012 AuthorrachylouWarrington, Appleton, United KingdomAboutHi My name is rachel and i am a teenage girl. I love hockey and netball more..Writing
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