Ransacked

I'm into drugs

I'm into ghetto thoughts

And I'm into you

And when acting tough

Our weakness for each other

Is our little secret

And I know you will move

And move on

And leave drugs

And me behind

But I only wish 

You could see

What I see in you

How the way you look at me

Is no secret

To the glancing gazes

And non-plussed stares

Thinking thoughts like

Why are his hands not on her

And why is she not 

Clinging to him

Like oxygen

But if only you knew 

How hard I tried

I tried and I tried

But holding onto you

Was like clutching fire

And I think you demolished

The ashes of my soul

And now I run towards 

The darkness I once ran from

And devils no longer frighten me

Devils are now 

A part of me

So now

Let go of holding on

Don't look at me

The way you look at me

Stop feeling

What you feel for me

I can no longer take

Feeling your feelings

I can no longer give

What I no longer have

So please 

Please 

When I close my eyes

And count to three

Please don't stay

Please run from me

Reviews

[highonwords]

the flow of this piece is excellent....thank you for sharing :)

[Rachel Landes]

Thank you for the support. Peace and Love

[Rod Dangers]

This is so good. Such an awesome ending. I wasnt sure when i saw the opening lines, but the more i read, the more i enjoyed this. Really well written and coherently told.
Thanks for sharing.

[Rachel Landes]

Thanks so much for the support! Big hugs