Cold

I don't remember writing this, but it's very interesting. About trying to convince someone you're not right for them.

I'm so cold
Like I've never been before
I can't feel
Though I know I should be sore
I've broken a heart
maybe more
I've thrown so many
out the damned door
I'm so cold
But can you blame me?
I'm so tired
Can't you see?
Stop trying, it won't work
You can't change my mind
Move on, I'm not your girl
I'm not of your kind

I used to be naive and sweet
Adored you just to bits
I'm not so innocent, I've been left
No longer do we fit
I know who you are, and I love you
That's not why I'm saying no
I'm cold inside, I told you
And my feelings I will not show

I'm frozen inside
Because I want to be
I don't want to Love you
Please, just let me be
I so tired
I just want rest
I'm trying so damned hard
to do what's best
Don't you understand?
We'll never be together
I will never be yours
This will last forever
So stop waiting
Pretending it will pay off
I'm a b***h, don't you see?
Waiting is your loss
I'm done talking to you
Going around and around
This sick little game
Has buried me in the ground
I just want to be cold
Stop feeling for a while
And I honestly don't care
If I don't see your smile
So stop acting the martyr
Because I really don't give a damn
I'll never Love you
I don't want you like Uncle Sam

I'm so cold
I'm not feeling anything anymore
I'm so tired
Just leave me be on the floor
You've screwed me up
I've given up
There's no more point
Past this point
Just let me go
I was never yours
Just let me leave
Walk out your door,
Forevermore
Tired of this s**t
But it's all I ever get
Not settling for it
That's why I'm so upset
But I'm not your problem anymore
Just let me walk out the door

I'm so cold
Like I've never been before
I can't feel
Though I know I should be sore
I've broken a heart
maybe more
I've thrown so many
out the damned door
I'm so cold
But can you blame me?
I'm so tired
Can't you see?
Stop trying, it won't work
You can't change my mind
Move on, I'm not your girl
I'm not of your kind