Questions and in my mind

This is just about a lot of questions that go my mind

My heart aches in loneliness

divided by sea of emptiness

Sailing by myself

when will I find one

the jumpstart

my heart with feelings of guilt and remorse,

love, happiness, joy

Will I find his face again out there in this world

the stir up emotions so grave and profound

question yourself

reason and sanity questioning your very own soul in terms

pounding love through your veins

gaze as someone

help

keep on gazing at them

question yourself questioning your confidence question your feeling

and endless questions

what do I do what do I say

feel nervous frighten scared by this

why does this hurt so much to me

To put yourself out there

put your feelings on

handing the paper or digital form

to just be

when be rejected scorn or just forgot Having passed

dreams of forgotten love have not passed from my heart

were burned for my soul.

With the endless search of for place

of your own space where you feel confidence,

in your work action reward

its go in every day rage

learned something new or interesting or repeat the same

had the task over and over again

seems familiar faces familiar

friend

here were rewarded at the end of the week

feel happy that you have something you enjoyed doing

Just to be kicked to the side over and over again searching for new place a new group new-home

mad that joy and excitement faded into nothings

To sit through endless winters in the same tasks over and over again

saying watching waiting

sign

it never comes

Is there a place for myself out there

to someone

there for me to me questions

on the not enough answers

Your journey towards nowhere's

towards something someway

and never-ending search

somewheres that you want to be.