The Hardest Thing Ever

Based on a true experience. If you ever been in love, YOU have to read this.

The Hardest Thing Ever

 

I’ve won many battles

and excelled in incomparable fights,

but This…

This is the hardest thing

I ever did in my life.

From the first moment,

I was in Love!

I knew it was real

not because of my feelings,

but because my soul

was compelled to change.

It wasn’t forced to change

it was surreal, genuine,

yet strange.

It’s a powerful thing

when two souls are drawn together

to create the perfect portrait.

Her soul was gentle, pure, innocent,

and unconditional.

Mind’s…

Well,

I guess I was wild, extremely bold, exciting,

dangerous, and unpredictable.

Despite our differences,

The Creator

created a bond that could not be torn.

God knows

we were in Love.

I would have gladly

given my life to Give her life.

She never exposed my wrongs,

she only honored my rights.

Some say that adolescent Love is not real…

Bullshit!

This was real and pure

beyond anything I grasped before.

As time transcended

our Love grew,

but my Love had to leave with her family.

No matter how far apart

our Love remained in union,

but we realized the distance

could create confusion.

So, reluctantly

we mutually agreed to leave.

Not our bond

but the relationship

physically.

So we found ourselves alone

in this journey on our own.

Nearly two decades of bullshit parades,

and senseless escapades.

No one came close to Her…

No, not One!

I searched for years to find my Love,

the one that my mind

no matter the leap of time,

always came back

to thinking of.

One morning I felt in my spirit

to search.

Search Now!

So with a great pace

I begin to search the database…

Until I saw her face.

Still just as I remembered…

Gorgeous!

My heart dropped, raced, skipped,

and all kinds of s**t!

Without a second to waste

I drew up a message

with finesse

to that beautiful face.

One evening

a call came in that

I didn’t recognize,

so I answered.

It was my Love!

The one that had such a tremendous

impact on me

and who I was destine to be.

Her voice alone brought healing,

her tone was angelic,

her words were loving,

just as I remembered.

My words were Powerful,

full of Wisdom and Love,

the words of a man that changed

for the better.

I’ve longed for this second,

this hour,

this moment,

she did as well.

As we conversed on life,

lessons learnt,

and the stench of bad relationships.

I was the first to take a Bold step

to regain ground,

to get back something that’s

Still profound.

See,

the more we talked

I begin to clearly see

where she was in her life.

That place

is a place of searching.

Still searching for More.

WHEN I HAVE EVERYTHING

you’re looking for.

Do you not realize that God

brought us back in contact?

Do you not see that my Love

is still pure?

There is no trial,

there is no height nor depth

that can conquer my Love…

for You.

If there’s one thing that

I have great procession of,

it is Wisdom.

So…

The Wisdom in me

has a panoramic view of you.

If there’s one thing I’ve learned,

it is a blessing when

another Loves you to the core of your soul.

The depths of a Real Man’s Love

is something So Powerful,

that a woman may never know.

So…

In your search

I hope you find everything you seek,

especially Love and Peace.

You are in my prayers

you are in my thoughts,

in all that you do

you have my support.

I just wanna say bye

with a tear manifesting

in the corner of my eye,

so I just let it cry.

Once again,

blessings to you

and all that you pursue,

the hardest thing I ever had to do

was say this last good bye to YOU.

Good Bye.

 

(Poem)

 

 

 

 

 

Reviews

[Aka.Hipster]

I love this poem. It is so beautifully Whittier and so honest. I can 100% relate to this poem, for there is nothing harder than saying goodbye to the person you love.
"I was in Love!
I knew it was real
not because of my feelings,
but because my soul
was compelled to change.
It wasn’t forced to change
it was surreal, genuine,
yet strange.
It’s a powerful thing
when two souls are drawn together
to create the perfect portrait."
I love the way you have define love.
This is such a beautiful poem, thank you for sharing.