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As much as I hate to be mushy, I can’t get myself to stop thinking about this mundane thought. I was listening to Wrock, the portion Lite Rock with Paul and Cherry. I really enjoy listening to their radio tandem wherein they talk about the different facets of life, especially the ever-so-famous heart matters. I’ve been over the topic and off the hook lately. And I must admit that I missed raving about it.

            Though it seems a bit trivial, I believe that there’s really one person out there who is meant for each of us. The one with a halo sign that says he’s the right one and that the long wait is finally over. Obscure as it may sound, I’m hoping that mine comes with the whole package: magical feeling, ringing bells, and colourful sparks. The hopeless romantic dream! Haha! :) But kidding aside though, my fingers are crossed that when he comes, he would be staying for good. This wistful thinking of course, is a rara avis. It doesn’t always happen. That’s why some love stories are with a great love lost.

            Giving it the benefit of the doubt, regardless of the many encounters I’ve had with love, I know that among the numerous people who have and will pass through my life, one will stand out and will stay forever. (Pardon for the usage of that word but without any pock of sordidness.) I know for a fact hat once you’ve found that person, you’ll have that inner gut feeling in you that automatically confirms that it’s bound to be something special. You don’t; always get that once in a lifetime moment wherein you feel both assured and relieved that you’ve finally got it right. I don’t know how exactly this comes about but it’s a special and innate sagacity that we all have in each of us.

            Crappy as it may sound, my hopes are high that there is that someone somewhere out there. The magic, the bells, and the sparks – they haven’t all together functioned as a sign for me. Or maybe I just missed them out. But nonetheless, I am cocksure that my fairytale will happen in God’s time.

            As George Sands said: “There is only one happiness in life – to love and to be loved.” I will love loving and falling in love with an earnest faith that someday, someone will return me the favor. As for now, my placid heart will wait and save the center stage for him.