Remember that time?

Remember that time when you said "I will give you the room"? When I thought that you were just tired of what I said to you. But now I know that you actually mean it.

Remember that time when you said that I should hate you, and you said it many times. And you said that you will make me hate you more? I thought you said it just because you were angry with me, but now I know you really mean it.

Remember that time when you said that you will never do anything to hurt me, that you will take care of my heart like you take care of your own heart? I though you mean it, but now I know you didn't mean it.

So all these times you let me live between hopes that you never meant it and lies that you were really mean it.
How cruel is that?
-md