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f**k this= i want more i cant be this good girl any longer i want to be bad i want to scare you i want those looks of pity of fear and concern and i want to laugh them off your face. my f*****g magic trick whod of guess id turn out this sick? i want to go down in a blaze of glory /everyone will know my story. you f*****g hypocrites tell me what to do and what not to do ( and do the opposite of what you said yourselves and i cant feel right inside my own head now- and you expect me to feel right with someone else to confide and share and embrace and taste and empathize with? i cant feel it anymore. i cant see right in myself. i want your worst nightmare for myself and i want to revel in it.   hey lets f**k ' baby wheres the drugs` here come the cops, now this is fun- a distorted view of what is good is bad and bad is good and fun is fucked up in every way. i want to be every little girls most sordid dream and i wouldnt change it if i could/ i want the body not the mind- i want to feel nothing in time i dont want to think anymore. make life a party and be sure and lock the door. throw away the key i cant take it anymore -i dont want to unlock whats in my thoughts/ i cant- i wont- i want it its wrong its evil and debaucherous and decadent and divine and i want it to find me because i am afraid to go looking.##

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Reviews

[M. Amphet Salt]

I was attracted to this because of the numbers 444. If you want to know my plaque then ask. I like the anger and release of this, as well, I am glad (if this you really speaking) you're not gutless and can expose your wants and needs, even if it is not what the culture you live by wants from you. It is perfectly natural to feel the way you do here.

My theme in life is, there is neither good, nor evil; though perception has made it so. Take from it what you want, as passion is my strength and the calamities of life are opened-ended, never ending, possibilities.

This was great.

[Lucy Kennedy]

Wow, just wow. This was very much almost like a rap song. And good rap songs are poetic if you look outside the box. I liked this very much.

[Bare trees]

I heard someone say that in line at Mcdonalds once while waiting for a small coke and fries. LOL
Actually It was kind of bizarre but in a good way I think. Very angry. You certainly know what you want don't you?

[Wolfwind Words]

Wow! I like the power and emotional lighting that flames from these words. Yet somehow...it reminds me of life. Live the lie...understand that you've been lied too, revolt against the lier and then the cycle continues till one day...the anger isn't worth bubbling up to the surface any more.
If I were to hazard a guess.. I'd say this is rant to expunge frustration at the hypocrasy that can be found in certain parental units.

Over all I shall say...rant away! But don't let it spoil the tea.

Keep them words coming!
Aaron Wolfie Maycroft

[Michael X]

wow, an artist depth is reflected by its intensity, this is very intense, morbid, dark, brilliant job. keep it up.