I am so very much in love with you. You promise me and tell me contunuously that you are madly in love with me . But how do you show it? By beating me with your stone like fists? By biting me on my fragile skin? Do you really think that throwing me into walls will keep me with you? Or how about the time you choked me? Did you find it funny that the woman you love is gasping for air, begging for her life? What about the time you said that nothing good will ever come of me? Are you trying to say that you are the only thing that is good for me? Why don't you tell me about the time you smacked me, attempted to rape me, tried to break my neck, and laughed at me when it was all over as I lay shaking and crying on teh ground. Is this proof that you love me? Why don't you kiss me, call me beautiful, touch me gently, and say that I am wonderful? Because it is quite obvious that you are just using me. I have decided to leave you, right now. You do not love me. You never loved me. I chose to love you. And I now see that this was my biggest mistake.