I lost my battle

This is the reality

I Ruined the peaceful tomorrows that I could've gotten

But it no longer matters anymore

I'm now confronting death 

Just waiting for everything to end

So I can no longer feel the desperation

Consume the sleeping pills

I'll sleep forever 

This won't be like the fairytales

I won't wake up again 

Everlasting 

But this will surely pain my heart