23/12/1086

23/12/1086

dear book of shadows-

The magick was to much for me. I ended up colapsing on the floor Paul and Brandon had carried me home, which was no problem by me. Paul dropped by earlier to se if i was ok which was very kind of him, maybe just maybe he might like me i daught it no one has ever liked me or at least no one has ever said they liked me or loved me except Brandon but he is my twin.

Jacob has been with me all day today he is the best pet ever. Stilton is being nice too he brought up some cheese for me i thanked him so he left, then i fed it to Jacob. Did you know Paul had i spider as a pet called crepusctlo? I didn't unill he seen me on tuesday-or was it wednesday-with Jacob and he told me then.

Paul sat with me at lunch today Sarah and Emily Rose were so shooked i was too. Then he also walked me home my only sister Tristan seemed was being very snobbish acting like she is the best and all but Paul didnt react he just kept on walking with me.

To be onest i was a bit freacked when Paul kissed me but he is a teenage boy so his hormones do take over but why me the daughter of the high priestess of the eldgon coven. oh my lord he must be using me to become the hight priest or something

I was laying on my bed when Ashton came it and sat the bed Ashton is my second oldest brother and my second favrate. I held on to Aston's painting shirt and asked him about all this stuff "what is all this witchy stuff about why does this always happen to this family all the love problems?" Ashton just looked at me and shuck his head you see Ashton only ever speeks to me ever since papa died and Amber broke his heart i think it because i have always been the quite smart one who didnt speek much or bcause i was his littel sister and he cared for me when mother was ill and upset.