Hungry

I count calories,

read nutrition facts,

skip dinner because

I ate too much yesterday.

I'm satisfied only

when, my stomach feels

unsatisfied.

My hipbone-stretches skin.

They protrude out.

It hurts to lie 

on my side.

The hollow of my neck

deep,

Fish would drown in them.

Layers of fat

visible,

only to my eyes.

I feel guilty eating.