Maples trees, stools and unanswered lettersA Story by P.S SECRETwho knew one simple stool would effect a life so much?!Dear
my one love. I
know I only saw you today but you know when you just feel like writing a letter
so you pick your favorite person and write them a letter. Well I chose you. I’m
sitting under the maple tree at behind the school library. Do you remember the
maple tree? Well I do. It was the first time you actually spoke to me. Wow don’t
I sound like a sappy thing. I didn’t even know you realized who I was then but
you stepped towards me and I stared at the ground. I had been forced to go the
maple tree. Everyone knew that it was the make out spot. I wasn’t really into
all that but my best friends had made me go and hold her hand so she could ask what
his face is out. So I stood there grounding the toe of my black boot into the gourd
staring down at the dust collecting on my faded ripped jeans. Then a pair of
skate shows topped with clean jeans stepped into my view. You just stood there
until I looked up. I met your dark brown eyes then looked back at my little
hole in the dirt. Clearing your throat made me look up. All I said was can I help
you? Why hadn’t I said something better? I looked back into those brown eyes
but this time I couldn’t look away. I felt my face turn scarlet but still I could
look away. A sly smile played on your lips. You shrugged your shoulders and
walked away. I watched as you stepped out from under the shade of the maple
tree and turned the corner around the library. I can’t believe how much has
changed since then. I mean I still dress like I can’t afford clothes and your
brown eyes still make me blush but they make me blush now because of all my
secrets they now hold behind them. We spent every minute together once you
finally asked me out on that first date. You took me to watch your little brothers
football game. I don’t like telling you this but I hate football, always will,
but I promise I’ll keep watching your brother’s games as long as he plays, I’ll
do it just for you. Then you took me and your brother out for pizza and some
creepy looking pizza joint. To be honest it was the worst first date ever. Not that
I have much experience in that region but it was still pretty bad. Did you know
that I wasn’t going to say yes to a second date? I honestly thought I was just
going to go home and forget about it really. But you had other plans. You didn’t
really give me an option. You took my hand after we had dropped your brother
home and lead me to the park that was just down the block from your house. I can
still remember my hand wrapped in yours. I hardly knew you then but it was nice
to hold your hand. I don’t think I’ll forget when we got the park and you sat
down on the bench just in front of the empty water fountain and kept a hold of
my hand. I sat next you, you slid closer and then was just stared at the empty
fountain. It was meant to be white but paint chips had fallen off the angels
that were carved all around the base, there was rusty looking spots where the
water had sat until it had evaporated. I stared at the fountain taking in every
detail. Finally you started to talk. We talked about ourselves then I found
myself telling you stuff that no one knew, not even I had let myself realize half
of it but I kept telling you. The sun started to fall and I stood up letting my
stiff legs awaken before I said good night and headed for home. You stayed sitting on the bench as far as I could
tell. You called the park our second date when I saw you again at school. Then I
guess it all just carried on from then. You would walk me home and then stay
longer than necessary. Eventually we started to do everything together. People used
to watch at school which I wasn’t used to, I liked to just fly under the radar
but you were louder and more out there then me. Sometimes I would watch you in
class s your talked confidently to everyone, or when you would concentrate on
the picture you were drawing, you know I still have the picture you drew of me
under the maple tree one lunchtime. I don’t know when, we used to spend every
lunch under there just talking and sometimes a bit more. I don’t know I am
writing all this, I mean you were right there with me when it happened, maybe I’m
scared you’ll forget, I don’t know if you’ll make anymore memories where you
are. I hope you hold on tightly to the ones you and I shared, I know I will. I think
when I’m finished writing this I will tuck it in your breast pocket close to
your heart, so even if you don’t read is you will feel it right there, holding
all the memories. Well I back to you and me. You know I will always love you. I
know you’ll always love me but that’s because I will never give you a chance to
love another. Ill
love you forever, but for now forever might have to go on hold because I don’t know
if I can love a memory any longer. © 2013 P.S SECRETAuthor's Note
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2 Reviews Added on May 21, 2013 Last Updated on May 21, 2013 AuthorP.S SECRETNew ZealandAboutI believe in true love, believe in fairy tales but never let on to anyone that this is what i believe. i write in order to set free the fairy-tales that forever live inside me. more..Writing
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