The Last Stand

This is a person who fights to uphold truth and honor. He is trying to redeam himself to a friend who believes him to be dishonorable for past mistakes. He first must show his intentions before he can actually state his purpose. Whether for good or bad th

My friend, we need to talk. There are certain issues that maybe are in thought, that are a result of possible lack of knowledge. "Sighs" This has nothing to do with matters of the heart, but the simple word of truth. So if you are already considering deleting this message, know that this involves truth.
"Raises a finger" First off yes, I am such a boy. Yes, I was and still am a stupid male. But to throw not just me, but others into the mix of "stupidity" without full proof of reason to toss people in the first place is not only unfair, but not justice. I do not know of your other dealings with males and to be quite blunt I do not care. What has happened in that area of your life is none of my business and nothing I say or do will change your opinion. But to have full reason and thought to judge others is indeed truth.

"Steeples fingers" To know that respect of someone is being judged ill justly not only irritates me, but also saddens me. I want to know that my respect, my honor is being judged fairly and accordingly. So to discuss, the truth must be involved. And if you have this and still have the same opinions and judgments then there is nothing left to be said. Respect is something I hold very highly. Respect is something I believe is earned not given. Respect is something, something that I work hard to maintain. "Closes eyes" So far this only appears that I am trying to preserve my selfish pride, my honor. It may very well be that way too. "Eyes open with a calm look" But the overall concept of this is that I know that I am being judged and remembered by the truth and nothing else. When I think back to all the times certain things were never cleared up and to know that you have a belief of me without an actual conversation to clarify my actions, it hurts. Hurts in the way of knowing that you may very well be justified by your thinking of me and I should be silenced now. I can not.

"Determined look" Truth and reason is what should determine our decisions. To let passions rule reason leads to disaster. A fact that everyone on this planet can relate to. Passion is a good thing, but must be guided with logic as well. I have a thousand different scenarios of how you will respond spinning in my mind. You may ignore this; you may not even bother reading my message, you could respond angrily, or finally forever hating me. The fact of the matter is; it does not concern me at all. Yes, it would hurt knowing I lost a friend to the simple thing of not talking, but I would continue on knowing I said and did the right thing. So I make my last stand for the ideals of truth, logic, and respect which God has led me down my path of life to achieve. I will always hold you highly and if you must hate me, hate me with a just cause. But before you make your final decision, think. Think about everything I have said. Think about everything I have done. Think till you come up with what ever your mind produces in the end. From there ask questions. Ask about everything you do not know for sure. Ask about issues till they are cleared up. And once this is said and done. And if your opinion, your judgment does not change then I know you do this with righteousness. And if you do indeed choose to simply not care then I at least can know that I tried. That is all I ask. Let there be truth. Please know that I spent an hour making this and even longer considering it. I say this not to get your sympathy, but to show how long I spent typing and changing everything to say the right things. Let there be truth. Let me know why I am such a boy; let me know the reason why I have no respect. Give me those answers and let me explain my actions. If the answers do not change anything then I know I have tried. Let, there, be, truth.

May God shine down upon you his love and kindness. May Jesus Christ be your way to salvation. May truth and reason lead you to ask me the questions that were never asked nor discussed. May you make your final desicion with your own free will involved. May whatever the outcome of this message let it be known it was a last stand.
"In a whisper" For truth....
 

Author's Note

This was made for certain purposes and was thought out of a whim. Now that I look back at it this piece fascinates me and I would like anyone's opinion. Tell me how you feel, think, everything when you read this.