* simplicity is not my favorite word it reminds me too much of my own life i've never gone towards the sharpest knife
the dullest ones are safer i can't believe i'm writing this on paper i guess i've always liked to lie about who i am why can't i escape her
the girl i once was the one who only spoke through 'blahs' she never had meaning to her words that girl never cared about the effect from her cause
renew me i will forever plea because im holding myself back i have no reason to believe
that i had eventually changed for the better possibility so i can be this person i am capable of and ought to be and never again be filled with so much animosity *
This poem made me feel nostalgic. Reminded me of when I felt lost and angry at myself for hating being angry at others and a lot of self-loathing. It was like I was trying to find my own way but had no idea how. I believe a lot of people feel like their holding themselves back no matter who they are or what they're doing, heck I feel like that sometimes. Good poetry is always something I can connect to and the fact that this is raw and intuitive... its also uplifting though, because you're seeking change.
Thanks for sharing.
Posted 6 Years Ago
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6 Years Ago
You nailed exactly how I felt in this review. That means a lot to me because, I'm really glad this p.. read moreYou nailed exactly how I felt in this review. That means a lot to me because, I'm really glad this poem can reveal how I felt/feel. Thank you so much. I appreciate your comment.
This poem made me feel nostalgic. Reminded me of when I felt lost and angry at myself for hating being angry at others and a lot of self-loathing. It was like I was trying to find my own way but had no idea how. I believe a lot of people feel like their holding themselves back no matter who they are or what they're doing, heck I feel like that sometimes. Good poetry is always something I can connect to and the fact that this is raw and intuitive... its also uplifting though, because you're seeking change.
Thanks for sharing.
Posted 6 Years Ago
1 of 1 people found this review constructive.
6 Years Ago
You nailed exactly how I felt in this review. That means a lot to me because, I'm really glad this p.. read moreYou nailed exactly how I felt in this review. That means a lot to me because, I'm really glad this poem can reveal how I felt/feel. Thank you so much. I appreciate your comment.
Life can make us wiser. I liked and the want of the poetry.
"renew me
i will forever plea
because im holding myself back
i have no reason to believe"
The above lines. Perfect. Thank you for sharing the excellent poetry.
Coyote
This is beautiful, my friend. I love the search, the quest to finally be the "more" you have always wanted, only to find out that you're terrified of being her. I have faced this so many times - still do, to a large degree. You capture this perfectly.
i've never gone towards
the sharpest knife
the dullest ones are safer
i can't believe i'm writing this on paper
I adore this transition. I love how you chose to break it this way - as though you had in mind to soldier on with your admission and then caught yourself, got the better of yourself. I can actually see the mind milling here.
Kudos. I greatly enjoyed this. I can identify and I love the technical aspects.