Anxious

Suddenly, Involuntarily
A thought enters the mind
every doubt ever fought out
creeps back where it is destined

consoling, trembling
the tears try to overwhelm
barely clinging to control, rationalizing
i control them

You entered my life
monopolized my thoughts
stained every single cell u caught
In you i am lost

you actions uncaring insensitive seem
insecure mind is at play i deem
gnawing doubt works all its way
to poison my system astray

its you for whom I'll always wait
your true love can downplay this trait
you are the one who can free me
till then anxious I'll be.