A Beautiful Memory.

It is my fault if I had waited a little more she would have crossed the road safely. God please forgive me, help her to heal soon, she's hit terrifically with car, bleeding so badly. I'm the only one person in her life, I bring sadness and pain to her. I broke her heart when she really needed me, now again because of my foolish act she met with an accident. I could be the best person in her life, but I be the worst I guess. May she hate me more than anything in the whole world, why I be a foolish all the time? What is wrong with me? Whenever I find a hope to get her back in my life, I see it hopeless again.

" Hello sir Dr.Harshad is wishing to see you. " wardboy said.

Yes, I'll be in a minute. Let me know what happened to Rekha, I wish no major problem to her. I already messed a lot with her life, hope everything will be fine. Hello doctor I'm Kiran, the patient, she is my fiance. Has she got any major problem? I asked.

" Yeah, there is a problem Mr.Kiran she will be fine, but it takes time. I mean her left leg, her bone is cracked, it takes two months of time to get back to its form again. She may need a nurse to do her usual work, she can't stand herself now and needs somebody with her to help all the time. " Dr.Harshad said.

What! Is she really going to stand on her legs again? Is there any bad news that I suppose to get more than this, doctor please tell me.

" No no Mr.Kiran its fine, fracture is bad, but its okay we have many good medicines, it'll help her in recovery. Don't worry, more than that you are with her to look after. Okay one thing I don't know in clear, she was slurring something while I was checking her leg, she looks very worried of life, if you guys have any problem sort it out. It may affect her health, she has lost blood and she has not enough blood in her body. I'll give her some medicine for that too and more than that stressless life and proper food will help her in blood increase. " Doctor said.

Sure I'll take care of her. Doctor saying me to take care, he doesn't know I'm the problem of her life. She is a nice girl, she deserves happiness in her life, I always hurt her and make her cry everytime whenever we are together. Now I want her in my life again but restart become mess, why it is happening my life.

When I first see her, she is the happiest bird I have ever seen, beautiful like angel, fragile like flower. Her beautiful long hair, chubby cheeks, dark eyes, those are really beautiful catch every eye and rosy lips like soft red rose. Till today she has the same but lost that charm, she used to have once.

She is two year junior to me, as I remember she was little chubby then, now she almost lost 15kg it seems. She was always a kid from heart and mind, she acted as a child, I don't know whether she has changed now or not. It was that thing attracted me, but I hurt her when she showed no sign of growing up. I was not ready to any commitments then, I had no believe in that too.

That was freshers day, I was not interested in any college functions personally, my friends always forced me to take part in it, I'm like friendly; I don't like to them disappoint so I attended that. It was really a turning point in my life.

Its an evening function college is ready as a bride full of lights with beautiful flowers, more importantly beautiful angels are flying from here and there. All are just angels from earth I want angel from heaven, I don't think so I'm going to find her today, since two years I have not seen a girl interesting.

" Hey hi bro, looking cool, how is my dress, I thought green formal shirt, it is not pressed so I wore pink. "

Pradeep my junior he is really worried about his looks, pink or green he looks always the same, no any changes with his small eyes. Lavender is my all time favourate color and I feel more confident in that, I'm just crossing the corridor to function hall, I heard girls' giggling its a little dark in that corner, I'm interested to see the girls, who knows my heavenly angel will be one of them. They are coming slowly, the last girl she looks beautiful as she comes to light slowly. Her smile is pleasing, sparkling eyes, chubby cheeks, red lips, she looks more beautiful when she opens her eyes wide open in surprise, I feel like she is the world to me.

She just passed, I'm looking her and let her go, she is mesmerizing. All through the function I'm searching her she is not all there, I located her friends, the rest two, where she supposed to be. I'm bored and left the college, without informing friends, well they are busy in seaching girls for them. While walking through the street nearby college I heard giggling sound of girl, hope it'll be her. When I see its her with a baby and lady, I don't know who are they. It looks lady is waiting for someone, yes she is. Somebody come to pick her, she said adieu to them and returning towards college. This is the time to say hi.

Hi, I'm Karan.

" Excusme, do I know you? " she asked.

No, I'm just your college... No simply I said hi, you are our college student, aren't you? Which class are you in? I'm in final year BCA.

" I'm a fresher, well my friends may be waiting I gotta go, excuse me. "

How could she do that to me? I'm the one who want me to see them once, she looks attitudic. Its okay, let me get back to my way. I reached the home and got fresh, sitting infront of tv is one of my favorate hobbies, Sherlock Holmes is my all time favourate, I never miss any episode of it, but today I'm not interested. That girl is all in my mind, got to bed soon today, opened my phone, a lot of messages from friends, asking where I am and all that. I informed them about my whereabouts and thrown my phone to shelf. For sure they are doing party after function yes they have drinks, I'm not interested in that.

Its 12:31am, why I'm not getting sleep, I'm thinking of that girl s**t. Her attitude, wait a minute she saw me for the first time, might she be scared to talk to a stranger all of a sudden. Yes it is, well hmm I should not talked to her suddenly, she is a girl how could she be that easy. She is soft but have hard looks too like a desert flower, but beautiful.

Our first meeting was so unusual, she was little scared whenI talked to her suddenly. One can't find out how much she talks if you get close to her once.

It become my routine to watch her everyday, finally I got her phone number one day but that is not helping. She is not that responsive to stranger calls and messages. One day she replied, may I know you? I said the truth, this is Karan, we met you on function day, do you remember me?

" Yes, I do. How did you get my number? "

I just get, I want to be your friend, can we be?

" Let me think, I don't know anything about you. "

Yeah sure take your time dear.

" Please call me friend, I don't you call me dear. "

Okay.

She treats me stranger whenever she talks to me, I took a lot of time to make her my friend, she is not that easy to fall like others. First we become friends later it become easy to make her my lover, though I took two years of time to get her yes. Still I can remember how she used to be a child, she looks hard at first but once you get close you know how childish she is.