Hell For the Close

Fear fills my eyes

Wrapping around my heart

Choking me until I cannot breathe

As I turn and look at the faces of my blood

Faces of my past, heart and family

Where are they going?

Will they go with me?

Not like this

Why God why?

Why do I have to?
I tremble in fear at the thought

How do I reach out?

How do I speak?

Speak for me

Courage, I need courage

For I see them burning

And my heart breaks as

They cry out “Why didn’t you help me?!”

Why didn’t I help them?

Send me with them if I do not tell

Them about You

For I cannot live

God Please!

Show them!

Reveal to them!

For if you must, use me

But guide me

Alone I cannot

I cry out for their soul

For their eternal life

Save them!!

Let me be the example for you

How?

Ease my heart as you send me forward

I show them you

Open their hearts and minds Lord

Only you can do it

Save them please!!