Free Falling

I started this in my English classroom and well I meant it to be a happy, cheerful one...and well it turned out like this.

Here I am,

                Falling into the dark abyss

        That I have trapped myself into.

                I am free falling.

 

        I am blinded by my sorrow and grief,

                The darkness surrounds me, hugging me closely.

        I embrace this silent fall into insanity.

                I am free falling.

 

        I look back on my life,

                And realize that it’s been full of fake happiness.

        I was dying behind my smiles.

                I am free falling.

       

        Every tear I cried reminded me of you,

                My heart shattered because of you.

        And no one was there pick up the pieces.

                I am free falling.

 

        Each cut is a memory,

                Branded into my skin.

        So I never forget.

                I am free falling.

 

        I held myself to keep the hole at bay,

                Sometimes I could feel my being tearing apart.

        As I held on to my sanity, I fell into the abyss.

                I am free falling.

                             

         My silent screams at night,

                The tears I cried after I awoke.

        Were all because of you.

                I am free falling.

 

        My slip into insanity was a quick one.

                I don’t remember most of it,

        Because I numbed myself.

                I am free falling.

 

        I lost the one I loved the most.

                My love will never die,

        For the one I lost will come back.

                I am free falling.

 

        In this dark abyss I have fallen,

                I scream, but no one hears me.

        I am insane finally.

                I am free falling.

 

        Here I am,

                Falling into the dark abyss.

        That I have trapped myself into.

                I am free falling.

 

 

 

Reviews

[Demi Rose]

almost like i was reading about myself. good write.