Unexpected Chapter 40A Chapter by Julie Beth
I groaned as I opened my eyes, the pain in my stomach was more
intense than when I had Dennis. The room was bright, even in the dead of
night...or at least, I think it's the dead of night. No one's around, it's
pretty dark out, so I’m thinking it's the dead of night.
Every bone in my body was telling me to stay put, don't leave
your room, go back to sleep. I ignored their pleads and slowly started to rise.
I gasped in pain and gritted my teeth together. The pain in my stomach
intensified by a very large number. Tears stung in my eyes and rolled down my
face. I lay back down, which was much worse than sitting up. I put my pointer
finger in my mouth and bit down hard, trying to subside the pain, but it did
nothing.
I looked around for that special button you can press that make
the nurses come in and give you special drugs to make you feel all jumpy and
happy, but I couldn't find it. There wasn't a clock in this room, and I say
screw it, I’m not going through the night like this.
I took the pillow and put it in my mouth. Then placed both hands
firmly on the bed and pushed myself up. My teeth clenched the pillow and
muffled my scream. Tears were streaming down my face; I never thought I could
be in this much pain. Once I was sitting up straight up, I slowly turned to the
side, wincing at every move I make. Lifting myself off the bed so I was
standing straight up, was the worse. I’m losing hope that someone is actually
here. I've been screaming into a pillow for two hours and there is still no
sign of life.
Quit being such a baby. I scolded myself as I
took baby steps out into the hallway. I still had my pillow, it was clenched to
my chest, like a safety blanket, you could say. The hallway had very few lights
on, it reminded me of one of those end of the world movies, where you're all
alone in your time of need.
It never occurred to me that I had no idea where the hell I was
going until I was stopped in my search for a nice person with drugs.
"Excuse me Miss?" A male voice said. I turned around
and saw a police officer standing outside a door. That's reassuring; I’m in the
same hospital with a criminal.
"Y-y-yes." I stuttered trying to find my voice. I was
still freaked out that I’m sharing a hospital with a criminal.
"Aren't you suppose to be in bed?" He asked me as he
peaked in the room one last time, and then slowly shut the door.
"I-i-i d-d-don't know. I just w-w-woke up, i'm in p-p-pain.
I can't find a nurse anywhere... and i think i'm lost. W-w-what time is
it?" i asked the police officer who looked worried now. He probably thinks
i'm one of those insane people that mumble to themselves about how they're
going to destroy the world. The police officer looked down at his watch.
"One thirty am. Come on, I’ll help you back to your
room." I looked at him as if he was mad. "Is everything
alright?"
"You're going to leave the criminal all alone? What if he
breaks out?" I asked starting to panic. The officer’s face was full of
confusion.
"What criminal?" He asked. I pointed to the door he
was blocking. The officer looked at it and chuckled lightly.
"It's not a criminal, it's my son. It was bring your kid to
work day today. One of the prisoners broke out and knocked him unconscious. I’ve
never been so scared in my life; i thought i lost my son." He explained to
me as he looked down at the ground. I could tell he blamed himself for what
happened.
"It's not your fault you know. I know what you went
through, but there is nothing you could have done to stop it." I told him
as i walked up to him. Wincing with every step i took, then patted him awkwardly
on the back. The officer gave me a kind smile.
"What's your name?"
"I'm Maddy." I told him simply.
"Do you know what room you're in Maddy?" He asked me
as we started to walk at a slow pace. After two steps i was already breathing heavy.
"224B." I told him in between gasps. The officer
stopped and took a wheelchair that was in the middle of the hallway, and told
me to sit in it. I put the pillow in my mouth, trying not to scream as i sat
down, but failed. Even though my scream was muffled by the pillow, the officer
still heard it.
"You okay?" He asked coming around the wheelchair and
crouched down in front of me so we were at eye level. This oddly made me feel
like a little kid again. I squeezed my eyes shut as if that would take away the
pain and nodded my head, but he didn’t believe me.
“Why are you here Maddy?”He asked me, and he meant it. He really
cared about the answer. I’m not one to usually go pouring out my life story to
anyone who wants to listen, but he is a cop. He could help…maybe. I looked at
him straight in the eye and told him,
“I am here because my dad raped me and got me pregnant. I lied
to my boyfriend about it, moved into his condo, and when he found out; he was
pissed off and broke up with me. He broke up with me because I lied to him and
told him it was his. I then moved out of his condo and back with me dad and the
second he found that out, he came over, kicked my dad’s a*s, then told me he
wasn’t going to let me live with the b*****d. I moved back in with my boyfriend,
he insisted on sleeping on the couch and me in his bedroom. Later on, we got
back together. I went out to the movies with my best friend Xavier, who also
lives in the condo with my boyfriend, Carson. Carson was working that night,
and Xavier and I got hit by a drunk driver. I had an emergency c-section and my
son Dennis was born. After that, my dad started to harassed me, telling me that
he would lie, and take Dennis away from me. At this point in time my mom
decides, you know what Maddy, I know I kicked you out, but I want you to come
home, you don’t have a say in the matter. So I came home like the stupid girl I
am, my dad got there and he stabbed me, and now I’m here. I have no idea if
Carson is okay, or if Dennis is okay. And I’m in pain, and I just want Carson
and Dennis.” I sobbed. I feel bad for this police officer. I know it’s his job
to do good, but to listen to a sixteen year old vent about how s****y her life
is, he should be getting paid over time for this.
“I’m sorry.” I told the nice police officer. “I’ve just been
bottling that up forever.”
“You know Maddy, there are sick people in this world. Some are
right in our own home. You are strong to make it this far. " He told me as
he took out a bag of tissues from his pocket and handed me one so i could dab
my eyes. "I don't know if this will help, but earlier today i saw a young
man with reddish hair holding a baby with hair just a bit lighter than
yours." My heart rate started to go back to normal and i relaxed a little
bit. Carson was okay, and he had Dennis.
"Thank you." I told him. He gave me a quick pat on the
knee and started to wheel me to my room.
"What's your name?" I asked him realizing i didn't ask
for it yet.
"Officer Nelson." He told me as we came up to my room.
"That's a cool name." I told him and he laughed.
"Not many people think it is." He started to wheel me
to my bed but first i asked him to wheel me to the table.
"Why the table?" Nelson asked me confused.
"My cell phones on it..." I told him a bit hesitantly
"Cells phones are suppose to be off in the hospital."
Nelson told me in a disapproving tone.
"Please." I begged. "I'll be really quiet and it
will only be until i fall asleep. I won't wake anybody up, i promise."
Officer Nelson sighed and wheeled me to my bed. Then helped me in it. I still
cried out because the pain was still so intense. After i was lying in my bed
with tears streaming down my face from pain, Officer Nelson walked over to my
table and then handed me my cell phone.
"Be very quiet. I will be back here in a half an hour with
a nurse to give you medicine, you better be off the phone by that time, get
it?" He told me in his stern police office voice that told me i better not
mess up. I gave him a nod and a solute and he left the room laughing.
I turned the volume on my phone down low as i punched in the
number I’ve call so many times before.
"Hello?" A wide awake voice broke through the phone.
"Are you still awake?" I asked.
"Oh thank god Maddy." Carson sighed into the phone,
did he seriously not go to sleep yet? "Are you okay?"
"I'm not answering your question until you answer
mine." I told him stubbornly through the phone. I heard Carson lightly
chuckle.
"Yes, i am still awake. Are you okay?"
"Why are you still awake? It's like almost two in the
morning." I told him feeling oddly like a mother yelling at her child.
"I'm not answering your question until you answer
mine." Carson did a poor Imation of me...smart a*s. I rolled my eyes.
"I'm in pain, but I’ll live. Is Dennis okay? My dad didn't
touch him did he?" I asked holding the phone really close to my ears.
"Hold on." Carson told me. Hold on? What kind of
answer was that? Just then my phone buzzed and i had a text message from Carson
i opened it up to see a picture of Dennis in footie pajamas on Carson's bare
chest, fast asleep, and unharmed. I smiled.
"Why is he wearing footie pajamas, it's spring, he should
be in short sleeves." I told Carson in my motherly voice. I could picture
Carson rolling his eyes right now.
"Xavier dressed Dennis, so take it up with him."
Carson told me as i heard A voice that sounded like Officer Nelson and what
possible could be a nurse.
"Carson." I whispered in a hushed voice. The nurse is
coming in to give me medicine so i can sleep, i'm not suppose to be on the
phone so i have to go...but can you promise me something?"
"What do you want me to promise?"
"Promise me that you'll go to sleep and be here in the
morning."
"Promise. Love you Maddy."
"I love you too Carson." I replied smiling as i hung
up the phone and shoved it under my pillow.
Nelson walked in with a nurse who looked to be around the age of
fifty. She had curly short grey hair, and didn't look to happy to be here.
"Lie back all the way." She told me. I nodded my head
and gasped in pain as i slowly laid down. The nurse put medicine in me and then
walked out of the room. I looked over at Nelson who shrugged.
"Turns out she was already on her way to give you medicine
before i asked her. I tried to delay her the best i could." He explained
as he sat down in the seat next to my bed. I nodded my head.
"Better than nothing, thanks anyways." I told him sincerely.
"I don't want to sound like i'm trying to get rid of you or anything, but
aren't you suppose to be with your son?" Nelson shook his head. "My
wife is in the room with him. I'll go back one you go to sleep, just to make
sure you're okay."
"Thank you." I whispered lightly.
"Did you get through to your boyfriend?" Nelson asked
making small talk until the drugs took their effect.
"Yep, he was wide awake when i called." I told him
reaching under my pillow and clutching my cell phone.
"Is your son okay?" He asked. I slowly pulled out my
phone and showed him the picture of Dennis Carson just sent me, which i already
set as my background. Nelson took my phone and smiled.
"He looks like you." He told me as he shifted in his
seat. "Does your boyfriend take care of him too? What did you say your
boyfriends name was?"
"Carson." I told him. "He helps take care of
Dennis all the time. He treats him like he's his son. I just wish he was, i'm
still mad at myself to lying to Carson about the baby being his." I
replied as my vision started to get blurry. Nelson started to say something,
but i couldn't hear him, i was already fast asleep.
I woke up to see Xavier on the floor with Dennis on his stomach.
"Your cast is off." I mumbled as my vision cleared. Xavier’s
head snapped up toward me, then smiled.
"Ha-ha, yeah it is, but they are making me wear this stupid
black thing for the next two weeks. How are you feeling?" He asked me as
he started to stand up while balancing Dennis. Dennis had his hand in his mouth
and his big eyes were looking down at me. The second he saw me, he started to
kick and bounce in Xavier's arms like he was trying to get out.
I shrugged."Fine, i guess." i responded as i watched
Dennis start to fuss.
"Did you want to hold him?" Xavier asked getting ready
to hand Dennis over. I shook my head no. This surprised Xavier more than
anything. I looked over at the chair in the far room and saw Carson in it fast
asleep.
"Not right now, i just don't feel up to it." I told
Xavier. Xavier nodded his head understanding completely.
I was about to say something when my mom and John walked in. I
could tell this was a quick work visit because John was in his lab coat and my
mom was in her nurse scrubs. My mom walked over and kissed my forehead, and
pushed my hair out of my face.
"How are you feeling sweetheart?" She asked me staying
close to my side. I could tell she was nervous, almost scared. Probably scared
my dad would come in here any second, but as far as i know, that's impossible.
"Fine." I simply said as John walked over to me.
"Maddy." John said in his stern, yet polite, doctor
voice. "You should know it's against hospital rules to roam the hallways
at night. My staff won't tolerate it." Xavier snickered as he looked to
the ground. I glared at Xavier.
"Sorry John, I was just trying to look for a nurse so i
could have some pain medicine, it won't happen again." I sighed as John
came up behind he and firmly placed his hand on my back.
"Alright Maddy, i'm going to count to three, then you have
to sit up alright. Then you have to tell me the pain on a scale of one to ten,
ten being the worst, alright?" I nodded my head, this wasn't going to end
well.
"Okay, one, two, three." John counted. When he got to
three, i started to lift myself up, but the pain was so unbearable, i ended up
screaming, and tears started gushing out of my eyes. Xavier's eyes grew wide as
John gently pushed me back down and told me to breath.
I took in short gasps of air in between sobs. Yesterday the pain
was really bad, today, it was unbearable. All of the voices in the room were a blur,
i didn't care for what they had to say, i just wanted the pain to end. I felt a
wave of calmness rush over me when ha familiar warm hand slipped right into
mine. I looked up through my tears and saw Carson standing by my side, telling
me i was okay. That i was going to be okay. Just for a second i forgot about
the pain, and believed him.
John came back in the room with some heavy duty pain medicine.
One again i was stuck on bed rest, and, sadly, in summer school. Nothing
brightens up your day quiet like when you're told you have to go to summer
school if you want to graduate with your class.
Around noon time Xavier left because he had to go and get ready
for work. Carson was sitting in the chair beside my bed, bouncing Dennis on his
knee. Dennis squealed and Carson helped Dennis clap his hands. I watched them
smiling. Carson would really make a great dad.
Three rapid knocks on the door, made me turn my head. In the
doorway stood Officer Nelson in a pair of faded jeans and a plain black
t-shirt.
"Hey." I said as he walked in he looked at me and
smiled.
"Hey good to see you have a bit of color back in you, you
were almost a ghost last night." Officer Nelson told me as he stood at the
foot of my bed. He crossed his arms over his chest and looked at Carson.
"Is the famous
Carson and Dennis?" Nelson asked as he walked over to shake Carson's hand.
"Yep." i replied proudly. 'Carson, this is Officer
Nelson. He caught me roaming the halls last night, i got lost when i was trying
to find a nurse, and i was about to pass out because i was in so much pain. So
he brought me back to my room and got me a nurse, and let me break the rules
and call you at one thirty in the morning." Carson laughed and rolled his
eyes.
"Oh course you would rebel and go around the hospital that
early." He said the me then turned back to Nelson. "Thanks for
getting her back here. Sorry if she gave you a hard time, she can be very stubborn."
"No problem, just helping out." Nelson replied to
Carson, then he looked at me. "Well, my son is being checked out so i
figured I’d check in on you one last time before i go. It was nice meeting you
Maddy, you to Carson." He gave us a small smile then looked at Dennis.
"He really does look like you Maddy. I put my number in your phone last
night, if your dad ever shows up, or anything happens, give me a call." He
said.
"Thank you." I told him smiling. "It was nice
meeting you too." He smiled and nodded his head before he walked out of
the room.
I looked at Carson and he was looking back at me, he gave me a
smile then a kiss on the forehead. Dennis started to squirm in Carson's arms.
"I don't want to rush you or anything," Carson said
looking down at Dennis. "But if you don't get better fast, this kid is
going to go insane." Carson told me. I didn't have to tell Carson i didn’t
think i could hold Dennis, he already knew. Instead, Carson sat on the edge of
the bed and put Dennis on his lap.
Dennis was reaching out to touch my face and squealing when he
did, he was the cutest baby ever.
I need to get better soon because i couldn't stand not being
able to hold Dennis. This was going to be a long two weeks.
© 2011 Julie BethAuthor's Note
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