Since When

Hopefully my latest situation can help me out a lot. cover art coming soon...

For once, I won't think,

"What in the world's going on

inside that head of his?"

For once, I don't know that

I really care to know.

All that matters is the fact

that there is healing in those arms,

the arms of one I have long desired,

and it's the time for me to accept it,

embrace it, as though I might actually deserve it.

For once, I'm going to flirt,

touch and be touched, without worry.

For once, my thought processes will be less,

"Where can this possibly be going?"

and more, "Wow, this feels good."

Instead of healing,

as my nature often demands of me,

I will allow myself to be healed.

I'll seek every warm fingerprint

that can be left behind on my awaiting skin.

I will enjoy another's company--

no strings attached.

For once, I'll explore a side of myself

that I might be afraid to see.

"Wow! That's inside of me? Since when?"

Who cares? Let's just take advantage

of its intrusive presence.

For once, I'll stop saying no so much.

I'll stop letting myself feel so

vulnerable that I'm afraid to let him know

that he's doing the rightest things.

I'll stop fearing the

strength of my own desries,

the sound of my own sighs,

the tales of my own actions.

I'm sick of keeping it to myself.

It's my turn to brag, not  listen.

I'll stop thinking about what

everyone else would want me to do,

and I'm going to take part in those things

which I want to do,

the things my skin screams for.

I want to tease and be teased,

appreciate and be appreciated,

desire and be desired.

No more thought altogether, just action.

Ha. I couldn't have chosen a more

deserving recipient of my new ways of thinking.

He's more than welcome.

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[Kristin Brecoe]

=] again you got a silly typo ><

anyway. i really enjoyed this one. =] comfort would be soooo lovely now. just dont get too carried away, mon ami. =] but you are smart. just find that i can be smart and carefree all at once. mmmm have fun. =P

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"I'll seek every warm fingerprint
that can be left behind on my awaiting skin."

That is................ wow. ^^ Hehe. I mean, my favorite part. XD


Ah! I love this! And the ending is so perfect. :] Yay for happy poems! Haha.