What Comes Near End?

Words can't describe the pain that I've felt

Eating away at my insides

Tearing that one vital organ to shreds

And throwing the peices away as if they are nothing

Playing with my emotions

Waiting for me to spazz

But that won't happen

I've got control

For the most part

Increasing the pain to the maximum

Feeling like I might explode

Tears that streak

And make a mess

Blood that flows

From every cut

And every scratch

Excuses made

And believed

This is a relationship

That's not healthy

For anyone

But if this is true

Why can't I let you go?

This question is unanswered

And will stay that way

I can't figure you out

Heck, I can't figure myself out

Families concerned

Blaming the cats

For the scratches that play along my arms

And they believe

They have no choice

You don't understand

So don't say you do

You never will

You aren't me

You can't feel my emotions

Only toy with them

I've felt pain

No human should have to feel

But that's just life

Suffer until the end comes

But what comes after the end?

It's certainly a mystery to me

To you as well

But I know where you're going

Well....

At least I can guess

 

Reviews

[Aekmy]

Very cool, I like the way you broke the lines up. It gives the poem texture. Nicely done once again!

Oh and hunyy if you ever need anyone to talk to, I am always here. ;]