Moving On

 Moving On

Sudden thoughts of loneliness bring me to my knees when you say you don't know if you want me to stay or leave. Your insecure non believing attitude had made me doubt I am and who I can be. I am better than what feel about me, I just cant see it right now. Yesterday was the day before today and on that day I felt as small as a..... well lets just say I felt as small as spec of nothing-ness inside of the rain drops falling down my face. Now I feel as you do with your non caring attitude and slowly my world starts to turn and I move from a blistering heat thats building up inside of me to the coldest place you can imagine. This is where my heart stops beating for you and instead of crying these empty lonely rain drops that seem to take everything out of me, I take what makes you feel so damn good away from you. The knowledge to that I will never leave you. I am giving you my resignation on this job title called wife. Now you will see what true loneliness is when you don't have me cry and plead for you to love me. 

Reviews

[Lizanne]

A writing filled with pain, but transcends to the heights of power. You so well speak of the emotions that run high during a time of separating the heart from a binding union called matrimony. Your word artistry is that of a writer with depth and imagination....." spec of nothing-ness inside the raindrops falling down my face." Keep the words flowing, you either have experienced this or are a very insightful writer. Either way you took pain and turned it into strength. The reclaimation of a life......

[Angelica]

Excellent! I've been there before. When he walked out he asked why I wasn't upset by his leaving. I guess after awhile you just tend to go cold and not care any more. It gives a whole new perspective on life. Thanks for sharing!!!

[MNeilsen]

A very powerful piece. So full of pain and raw emotion. Really like the line "I am giving you my resignation on this job title called wife." Thank you for sharing.