(Never...) Be Mine

Written 8/8/14

I miss you

Every bad thing

doesn't make me forget the good things

I can't forget you

The months of pain

Don't erase the nights of bliss

Your smile

The way you laugh

I think about it all time

I compare every guy to you

Every fall-short flaw

And butterfly in my stomach

The dreams I had

Are not gone

They just can't ever happen

I've shed many tears

Over your face

Doing my best to hate you

                  fueled by disgrace

You won't leave my heart

You're stuck in my mind

But I'll never be yours

        and you'll never be mine