Myself Again

I was dealing with a lot, so I wrote this on 7/10 to freak out a bit

Can you just let me lose my mind

And shirk the responsibility?

I need to manage what's on my plate

And I don't have the ability

Day in and out

I stress about

What all is going on

But in my head there isn't room for everyone

I'm losing my mind

Every day

I'm losing bits and pieces

   of my sanity

I'm so messed up

this poem

doesn't even make sense

I need to gather my thoughts

I need to gather my head

I need a very dream-filled night

       alone in my bed

Just let me be

for a short time

Exactly who I am

    insane and relaxed

God help me

I need some time

   to become

         myself...again