One of These Days

Just another day in my head

How do I love myself

When I don't know who I am

And I don't know how I feel?

I've been through this for years

One step forward and two steps back

Barely making progress

I can love others

Liked I've never loved before

But loving myself just feels like a chore

I don't understand my thoughts

I'm confused in my ways

Maybe I'll get it one of these days

Until then

I'm stumbling in the dark

Looking for a turn of plot in this arc