What Am I Supposed To Do?

Seriously, what?

What am I supposed to do?

You tell me how confused you are

You're to travel near and far

For missions that end in vain

I'm not here just for you

Everything you do

Is something you put through

Because I always listen in the end

I try to be a good friend

But I'm tired of my heart being broken

But it's not like I can be open

You were never mine

It's my fault for allowing this to continue

I must be desperate

For you attention

So I still need every text and call

You say that you see

How you felt towards me

That does nothing at all

But send my heart into a freefall

I gave you my time

I gave you my effort

But you couldn't see past your own nose

Because you were scared

Well guess what

I was scared too!

But I would have done it for you

Because you meant that much

I was willing to risk

I was willing to be dissed

But I guess you didn't feel the same

I didn't mean enough

So after all this time 

What we've been through

Alone and together

What am I supposed to do?