Anger

Written 2/1/14 about the guy who hurt me so much. One final angry throught.

You found me

Made me feel loved

Then ditched me

And broke my heart

You made me feel

What I didn't know I could

I felt elation

Then came the depression

It crushed me

Made me despise who I was

You bounced in and out

At your own convenience

So much reminds me of you

So much reminds me of the pain you caused

All I'm left with is anger

And it's the best thing you could make me feel towards you

It reminds me that I'm stronger

It reminds me that I'm smarter

You can't play me anymore

I'm taking back the power

You think the world is there for your picking

But it deserves more than you

Maybe one day you'll learn

What it's like to be a decent human being

Until then...

Don't call or text

I don't want a reminder of your existence

It makes me feel uncomfortable

Because it only fuels my anger