On Him...Escape

Written on 10/3/13 at 12:30am. Sometimes you just don't know how much effort certain things require. But I'm slowly moving on.

Don't tell me to get over it,
If it were that easy
It would already be done

My heart is hurt in ways you might imagine
But you don't really know
So don't judge me

You can try to understand
And you might be able to
But you don't

He is a scar on my heart
That brings me pain
As he brings me joy

My name
My smile
I'm reminded of him

All the ways I wanted him
Won't go away
No matter how much I ignore them

I'm forced to remember
Every day
What he put me through

As I go each day
To figure out who I am
He was in the start

He'll always be there
His memory taunts me
But letting go is difficult

We're not good enough for each other
It hurts
I just want to get away

Let me escape
Let me escape him
I need to escape the pain

It's on him
              Let me Escape
                                  him