Decide What You Need

6/14/13 at 12am. I got inspired by a friend's troubles, which reminded me of some personal drama.

Would you please,
Make up your mind
Don't wrap me around your fingers,
Like a length of twine!

I've held on for you both,
And it's caused me such pain
Why do you keep doing this,
What could you possibly gain?

The messages when,
Your brain is in a fog
I'm not sure then,
Do you beckon me like a dog?

I enjoy every flirt,
It makes me feel wanted
But you will leave me in the dirt,
My heart broken and stunted?

And you,
With you messages
I feel so mixed up,
How do I prevent damages?

When will both of you,
Stop playing these gains
Decide what you want,
I'm not a horse led by reins

Every thought of being with you,
Brings my heart untold joy
But every conversation,
Makes me feel like a toy

I'm around when you need me,
But sometimes I need you
If I keep waiting around,
Will you start coming through?

I'm not sure what I want,
But I know what I need
So quit stringing me along,
I'm not a bead

So I'll say it again,
These words you should heed
I know who I want,
Decide what you need

Author's Note

Ignore grammar