Everywhere Else

Written April 16th 2013 around 12:50am. It feels like this has been happening too frequently, with the same set of people...

Go ahead,
Keeping looking everywhere else
Except right behind you,
Where I've always been

Find me,
Use me,
Leave when it suits you,
Maybe I'll get used to it

You play me,
I think I have your heart
So I give you mine,
And then you break it

There's a lot I can't do yet,
There's a lot I haven't done
But why not let me love you?
Is love not what you want?

I guess I'm not enough,
You keep looking everywhere else
I'm not what you want
So leave me in the dust

I'm good enough,
When you want a nice little chat
But get our hearts involved,
and you just leave scat

You don't care about my pain,
You just focus on your twisted desires
You'll find your victims everywhere else
You don't want where I stand

I'm not enough
I'm just pathetic
Showing you who I am
for your convenience later

I'm tired of being hurt
I'm tired of raising my hopes
Just go any place else
When I want you in my arms...

            You just want to be

             everywhere else

Author's Note

ignore grammar