Soon

Well, I'll let you figure this one out

How much longer can I live like this?
It's on my mind every minute
Even in the happiest of times,
I still feel so incredibly sad deep down on the inside
It's like a cold that won't go away,
A chilly wind on a summer's day
I need to know myself better,
I need to become more emotionally independent
How can I help others with their problems?
I can barely even help myself
A change needs to be made,
but how?
This turmoil needs to lessen
I must figure something out
There must be something I can do
       Soon

Author's Note

Ignore grammar