?...?...?

What's going on?
Nothing makes sense anymore
Is she over me so soon
How do I even feel?
I'm broken, can I ever be fixed?
So much damage done,
No forseeable repair
friends, Please help me,
I've taken a turn off my beaten path
Now I'm lost
What do I do??
I'm so confused
Will it always be this way?
Will I ever find the girl
Can I ever be happy like everyone else?
So many question, where are the answers?
Where is my heart?
I need to not feel it
I need to recover
Is my near-constant happiness only a shield?
Life doesn't make sense anymore
I asked
      Will I be answered?
where does the confusion end?

Author's Note

Please ignore grammar. But go ahead and analyze it