Make It Through

I must have been feeling frustrated with life the day I wrote this. I was still getting picked on a bit at this time in my life and wasn't exactly Mr. Popular.

I try so hard without meaning to,
And get nothing positive in return
The void hurts whether empty or full,
As a result I feel like a fool
I know the solution,
But plans are more easily made than accomplished
I've gone so far,
And it's difficult to reverse the damage I've done
I don't know what else to do,
Facing the problem head on is painful
A pain that I've rarely felt
I'm reduced to tears of shame,
At the same time holding up a frame of innocence
I'm ready to crack,
But out of fear I hold back
I know what will happen if I crack,
And that is my fear
I'll solve the problem as I go,
'Cause it's too hard to resist the flow
Going against is way too hard,
And my path is being slowly barred
It's hard to know what I'll do,
I just know I'll make it through

Author's Note

Please ignore grammar