...confusion...

about how i dealt with my feelings when i first found out i was gay

So many questions so little answers why is this so? Why me? Why this? Why now? What will become of me? Questions that will never be answered in this life… so what is that brought me here, who was he who did this to me confusion it is a irritating yet pleasurable feeling to some questions we rather prefer no answer although I try my best to forget about the feelings I have for the paint brush of my painter it always seeps through like trying to hold water in the palm of my hand I try not to look I try to forget an remind myself that such a thought is foolish and stupid such a  feeling should not be attempted but what is that keeps me waiting? What is it that attracts my eyes to that one magnificent sight? What is it that pulls my thoughts to you like a snake around its victims? What keeps you there? What keeps you on my mind? ... Yes confusion it is a pleasurable feeling… it’s the truth we all really hate…

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[Speechless Shadow]

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[kait]

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