Pain

all the hatred and unwanted feelings i have had threw my life are all balled up into this one poem. tell me what i was feeling

 

“Pain”

 

I can’t indoor,

This pain anymore,

 

The pain that has been brought upon me,

If you only had you had eyes so you can see,

 

How I feel when you read,

The words you say and things you do make me bleed,

 

Someday you can open your eyes,

And finally realize,

 

That you are the reason for all my pain,

And the cause of my teardrops when they rain,

 

That you and only you,

Have gave me these shoes,

The shoes that I live in that don’t allow me to choose,

 

To choose what I want to do,

Like one day express to you,

 

How much heart ache and pain you put me threw,

I still ask myself only if you knew,

 

How you make me feel inside,

It’s like my heart lived and then soon died,

 

It’s something I have to live with day by day,

And it makes me have no words to say,

 

It’s like you need to open your eyes so you can see,

That all I want is to be me,

 

I cant remove the steal doors,

That hold me in and leave me scars,

 

The pain I feel brings me fright,

So its difficult for me to sleep at night,

 

And all you can say is just let it go,

Well I got news for you its time for my feelings to show,

 

Make you open your eyes,

And see my pain come out of disguise,

 

Someday you will feel how I felt,

Hateful words and actions that make you melt,

 

But until then,

You bring pain on me over and over again.