With spunk in my purposeful step
I glide down an unknown hallway
Feeling unattached to the past
Inner peace consuming life at last
It seems years since I’ve seen his face
Tasted his smile, inhaled his scent
Back is straight, with a strained plastic grin
Is time for a truce, all games will end
It is time to slam that door shut
Close it with an impenetrable seal
That won’t be reopened or broken
A love there but never to be spoken
Sowing the oats double at the seams
Not even allowed to roam in my dreams
Covered in cobwebs that crack in my mind
Once my prison, he’s forced there to hide
A liberation of the soul and mind
In the unpredictable twist of fate
You have given me a sweet release in life
No more heart embedded with a knife
These chains are off, they’ve hit the floor
No more feelings binding me to your love
Just you behind it, on the other side
This time you’ll miss me, your turn to cry.
Praying you feel how I did for so long
Hoping you are encompassed with loss
Wondering if the love is still there
Wishing that dreams we will still share
She sees you standing, with your pants down
Sultry and growling, My name on your lips
Hot flesh, calloused hands, stroking, surrender
Its what you do when you remember
No more playing your desirous games
You feeling frisky? call your fiancé
For these boundaries are set in stone
You’re now attached and no longer alone
Bring it to the table, have a cup of truth
Its your game we are playing here
I already know the rules, you soon will see
That she can’t, she won’t, she'll never be me
Deep within slumber my face will reappear
You’ll wish my heart and body you could touch
And during a moment of heated passion
My name you’ll scream, I’d like to see her reaction
To see her eyes as her world crashes down
The curl of her lip, the angry smack to your face
It will be deserved,
don’t utter a sound
Don’t look for me, my hearts no longer bound.
Love will forever encase this tender heart
Yet I can’t give it completely to you
You changed the way the relationship went
Gone is the bond and soulful sentiment