Silent Killer

You’re gone, but
Your face lingers in my mind,
A perfect memory.
All I ever wanted, was your love.
(Why am I so self-inhibiting?)
Your love is a poison,
Killing me over these years.
Ex, why do i still love you?
What hurt is when you dumped me,
But, what hurt most is when you almost wanted me,
Fooling my heart.
Mankind has betrayed me,
You as its leader.
I love you and you love me,
But, your love is a silent killer.