Long Night, Heavy Heart.

It's one of the events in life that I'll never fully understand. I won't ever be able to wrap my mind around why people try to appear happier over the internet. When you're friends with somebody and they constantly fight with somebody close to them, but they try to make it appear as if nothing could ever come close to being as perfect as their relationship; why? Is it to not acknowledge the fact that the relationship is so terrible? Or is the fighting just a call for attention? I don't get it, but it upsets me quite a bit. It makes me feel like my work as a friend isn't valued, as I seem to be the one who helps through the fights. It makes me feel really bad about myself. Maybe I'm just not normal and don't understand simple things like that. But if that's the case, I guess I should be happy to be the way I am.